SPIRITUAL AWEKENING AND MISSION
At the age of five, a profound experience forever changed the course of my life.
One night, a radiant white light descended upon me — I suddenly found myself enveloped in a divine presence. I was instantly connected to the Source in an embrace of unconditional love, awakened to God, to the memories of my soul, and to the frequency of Christic teachings from Yeshua. In that timeless moment, a memory of a past life was activated: an incarnation intimately connected to Christ, to his presence, to his path, to his love. Deeply shaken by this grace, I sought refuge in my parents’ bed, trembling, unable to sleep. It was a moment of profound purification and a silent activation of my soul’s mission.
From then on, my entire childhood was infused with a burning love for the Divine and for Yeshua. My heart, my mind, my entire thoughts were absorbed by this inner Presence. Very young, I would spontaneously recite prayers and mantras, without anyone teaching me these impulses of the heart. My family, though loving, did not understand what I was experiencing — there were no spiritual reference points around me to guide me in this dimension.
And yet, at the age of nine, a sacred moment was forever engraved in my soul: my communion. That day, far beyond the ritual, I felt a profound union with God, an inner confirmation of my faith, not religious, but totally devoted to Love. For me, the only true religion has always been that of unity, of the open heart, of love incarnated.
Later, the confirmation touched me just as deeply — I received it with a very serious sense of the sacred, as my soul’s response to the inner call of the living Christ. Already as a teenager, I would say that if Yeshua were here, physically incarnated on Earth, I would give up everything to follow Him. This inner vow was for me an obvious truth, a burning loyalty to His Presence.
Very early as well, ancient memories connected to Yeshua and his vision came back to me. I felt a powerful reconnection to a past life at his side. All my life, I have had the feeling of living two temporalities at the same time: that of 2000 years ago, deeply alive within me, and that of today — a double experience that was sometimes difficult to reconcile. This inner coexistence often gave me the impression of being here without fully being here, as if my soul remembered with such intensity that it had never left that sacred time. The memories connected to Mary Magdalene and Christ came to shape my being, my faith, my path, and gave my incarnation its profound direction.
From that day on, an intimate and ongoing relationship was established between God, Yeshua, other guides of light, and myself. My sensitivity to all living beings and to the invisible world became sharper, and I felt inwardly drawn to a path of spiritual seeking and mysticism.
At 17, I made the conscious decision to place Self-Realization at the center of my life. I also told myself that my liberation would be the most important thing. For me, it was out of the question to remain in an inner prison — I knew that I was here in this life to accomplish that work. The liberation of my soul became a priority, and this drove me to seek, to transcend all that kept me from evolving.
Guided by this certainty, I was led to explore various sacred sites throughout the world, where the spiritual energy was particularly strong. These journeys were marked by encounters with highly evolved spiritual beings who came to me to help reactivate my own mission. These encounters were profound initiations that activated soul memories and dormant abilities, guiding me at every step toward the full realization of my divine nature.
Throughout this sacred process, many spiritual manifestations began to emerge, bearing witness to the inner transformation:
One of the deepest chapters of this journey was the transition into a pranic state.
Without seeking it, my body gradually stopped needing physical food.
For long periods, I lived without eating, sustained only by light, prana, and Grace.
Hunger disappeared, and I was carried by inner peace and luminous clarity.
It was a school of faith, of deep surrender, and of cellular transformation.
I began to live long moments of samadhi — states of ecstatic absorption where the Presence completely enveloped me. In these sacred silences, I received clear messages and guidance. I understood that this light flowing through me could be transmitted to others to awaken their own divine essence.
I then created different events that I called transmissions of light (Darshan), sacred spaces where the Presence is given without words and works silently within the hearts. During one of my journeys, I was also recognized by a spiritual being, a highly advanced guru, who transmitted to me the blessing to continue sharing satsangs in alignment with the lineage of light to which I belong — the one connected to Babaji, Lahiri Mahasaya, Yeshua, Mary Magdalene, Kali, and other guides of light. This transmission was at once a recognition, an activation, and an offering to the lineage’s living descendants, within me and through me.
I also received an inner call during this period of transformation, the call to offer everything, to lay everything in the hands of the Divine. Without resistance, I was guided to let go of my home, my bearings, my external securities. This departure was not a rejection of the world, but a higher divine response to an inner guidance. Since then, I have embraced a sacred nomadic life, free of all material attachment, carried by providence and trust. Every land crossed, every face encountered becomes a mirror of the invisible. This path without external anchoring has allowed me to root myself deeply in the Essence, and to let the Presence guide me step by step, in total surrender and living faith.
Along this path of incarnation, various sacred instruments were entrusted to me, each carrying a divine intelligence to awaken and transform the heart of humanity:
In 2019, during deep prayer, I received clear divine guidance: the voice of the Living Christ within me called me to meet my soul companion. This voice led me back to the south of France, near one of my favorite places — Rennes-le-Château — on lands deeply marked by the presence of Mary Magdalene. It was there that I met Joseph Romuald Aloïs, my spiritual partner. Our union, guided by the Divine, became a sacred pact in service of a shared mission.
Since then, we have walked together, carried by the Spirit, in simplicity and faith. Our lives are a living testimony of Love incarnate, of divine unity, and of peace in action.
We continued our sacred nomadic journey also by traveling with a vehicle, a van we named Baba Billie Jean, a sacred van that carries us wherever the Call leads.
This journey, in its depth, humbly reflects that of Yeshua, who also went through years of preparation, silence, trials, and revelations before fully embodying his divine mission. His path illuminates mine and inspires me every day to embody the Christic light within me with humility and love.
Today, our mission unfolds through:
We walk not to convince, but to radiate — in silence and presence — the Living Love of Christ in every being.
Father, may my life be Your instrument. May every breath glorify You… Amen.